old memories.

In a relationship, there will be a time when you forget about the reason you in love with you loving one..

Actually, i just did it.

But then i opened my laptop n the photo album of me and him. 

Then i can see it, why i'm in love with him.

I also opened my facebook and see our wall post to each other..

I laughed a lot when reading it again.

hahaha.

When i watch your lips-sing video clip and the song you write about me on facebook, read their comment about us.

My mind flew away and memorize that moment.

We such a teenagers back then.

Sweet and it started warming my eyes.

:")

distance is a matter when you keep complaining about it, but i know we can get trough all of this.. together.. 

<3 u

Kimbra

Setelah liat foto diatas pasti langsung kebayang yang mana Kimbra (bisa bedain donk Kimbra n Gotye hehe)

Yap, nama itu mungkin cuma kalian denger saat Kimbra jadi featuring artist di lagunya Gotye yang Somebody that i used to know. Me too. hahaha. Tapi setelah aku mendengarkan lagu-lagunya si mbak Kimbra, astagaaaa! keren-keren semuaa..


Lagu pertama yang Kimbra yang aku dengar itu Settle Down, 

"I wanna settle down

I wanna settle down

Won't you settle down with me?

Settle down

We can settle at a table

A table for two

Won't you wine and dine with me?

Settle down

I wanna raise a child

I wanna raise a child

Won't you raise a child with me?

Raise a child"

lagu ini bercerita tentang seorang gadis yang pengen settle down(menikah) sama pacarnya, pengen punya anak dari pacarnya, penggambaran di video klipnya kaya cewe yang desperado banget. so, kalo kamu udah despreate banget sama pacar kalian yang ga ngajak nikah, nyanyiin aja lagu ini hahahaha. 

ini salah satu scene dari Settle Down

lagunya yang Come Into My Head juga keren. setaut liriknya kaya gini:

"Oh won't you come into my head? 

Come inside, lie down in my head 

Oh won't you come into my head? 

Oh you wanna piece of my mind? 

Emphatic and erratic 

At the drop of a dime 

Oh you want a piece of my mind? 

Climatic and dramatic "

yap, aku setuju sama Kimbra, kalo kamu mau tau tentang diriku dan apa yang aku pikirkan, ya udah masuk aja ke dalam pikiranku biar tau semuanya. hahaha. sounds creepy but i'm totally agree with her.


Yang bikin lebih keren lagi, Kimbra selalu pake teknik looping untuk musiknya, mirip-mirip Imogen Heap lah, jadi dia record dulu suara yang dia pengen (mostly suara dari mulutnya sendiri kemudian digabungkan jadi sebuah lagu) kereeenn kan! 

monggo googling aja tentang Kimbra.. :) 

good day all.

Bekasi, 21 Oktober 2012

somehow, they stolen my attention

"Christina Perry - A Thousand Year"

(Verse 1)

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid

To fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt 

Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

(Chorus)

I have died everyday

waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid

I have loved you for aThousand years

I'll love you for aThousand more

(Verse 2)

Time stands still

beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything

Take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath,Every hour has come to this

One step closer

(Chorus 2x)

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid

I have loved you for aThousand years

I'll love you for aThousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought

Your heart to me

I have loved you for aThousand years

I'll love you for aThousand more

One step closer

One step closer

"Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up"

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

There's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use

The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not

And who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)

God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)

We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)

God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

my new little black puppy

Hello everybody, i would like to tell a good news, on Friday The 13th of April my father decided to buy a little dog to be our new member. 

Did i say "Friday the 13th" ? YES!
Thats why we decided to named my new dog "Jason" (sounds like Jason from the Friday the 13th right?).
Actually that was my Brother Gungde's ideas, he say "why wont we named him Jason." and i'm agree with him.But when all of my family had a bed time chit-chat, my Father want to give him name " Eagle", my Brother give another option "Adler", my Sister want to named him "Kopral" and my Mother want to named him "van Tobi". So i give an option to name him 

"Kopral Jason Adler Eagle van Tobi" 

and all of them refuse it. hahaha.
Its too long for a dog name and we agree to named him:

 "Kopral Jason" called as Jason

Jason we're 6 Week when my father bought him. I give him milk and babies porridge. He was a big appetite puppy and will crying if we dont give him milk. haha. A week ago he was only 1 kilogram, now he was 1,5 kilos. Still crying at night, will angry if i'm not let him get into the house, bite my finger as if that he was given breastfeeding by his mother, bullying by his brother Gendral because Jason want to eat Gendral meals. you give me and my family smile and laugh. 
Welcome Jason. Be a good dog. :*


Friday 27 April 2012

Mencari

sebuah kisah tentang pencarian.
entah mencari jati diri, sebab akibat yang terjadi, atau sekedar mencari apa yang akan terjadi selanjutnya.
hidup sekedar pencarian.
kita datang ke dunia hanya untuk mencari.
ketika dalam kandungan kita mencari tau siapa orang tua kita,
ketika saatnya dilahirkan kita mencari jalan keluar dari rahim ibu kita kemudian mencari air susu pertama dari ibu.
lalu kita mencari dan belajar hal-hal yang kita tidak ketahui.
mencari dimana kita akan bersekolah, mencari teman-teman yang cocok, pasangan yang mendampingi.
kita selalu mencari bahkan sampai kita sudah lanjut usia.
lalu kapan semua pencarian ini akan berakhir?
ketika kata KEMATIAN pun bukan akhir dari perjalanan ini.
teman-teman ku yang beragama islam dan kristen mempercayai nantinya akan ada kebangkitan sebelum pengadilan akhir.
sedangkan ajaran agama hindu yang kupelajari serta ajaran agama budha percaya adanya kelahiran kembali setelah kematian.
dengan bertanya seperti ini pun aku sebenarnya sedang mencari.
biarlah semua menjadi misteri.

enjoy your day..
11 April 2012